I thought I’d share today a post that I put on my Facebook account a couple weeks ago just to share how I’ve been doing lately in my cancer journey.
“I was feeling discouraged last week because even if I make it through this next year, I will never be my “normal” again. I ended up with swelling in my fingers/hands (lymphedema) because I did too much when I first got home and it’s kind of painful because the fluid is resting on my joints. The Radiation oncologist told me I’ll have to watch that arm for the rest of my life and be careful to not lift heavy things or have anything tight in that arm, be careful with flying, shaving my armpit (it’s numb) or doing anything where I could gets cuts on that hand/arm for risk of infection, which means I’ll probably always have to wear a glove when I do a lot of things, I’ll have to ask for help instead of moving furniture on my own, and I might not be able to scuba dive or sky dive or do a lot of things I would like to do. I also might have to wear a compression glove abscess sleeve forevermore to prevent any further swelling. Not enjoyable, but this week I’m feeling like if I had to go through all of that but I was still alive in 50 years, than it would all be worth it:)
other than that thankfully be energy is decent because I have one child starting grade 1 today and going into ballet and Awana and another starting hockey and ball sports and doing preschool at home… so besides doing normal housewife duties and trying to work a bit I’ll be kept quite busy which will be good to keep my mind off of the “high risk” of seeing this cancer again this year. We will only know if it’s still there if it grows, and because it’s so aggressive, if nothing shows on CT scans in the next year, then it’s most likely gone and treatment worked. It’s good to be busy and have a giant trust in the Lord that His plan is the best plan.”